lonedreameryaoi

I have lost a pound this week go me, that means i have lost 3 in total since coming back from malaysia and all i have done is eat sensible and gone to the gym twice. If i go 3 times a week i should lose a lb each week and that will continue like that if i combine it with a good diet. Dieting is going well cereal for breakfast, soup and salad for lunch and a balanced dinner though i have also eaten a curry, pizza roast chicken and a shit load of sushi this week so im not exactly cutting things out of my diet just making sure i dont bing during the day or snack on crap. Im well proud of myself cutting back on portions eating a good aount of vegetable and im even drinking more water which i never normaly do. Plus im determind to keep up with gyming its hard work but it really works and you feel so alive and acomplisehed after a session in the gym its very rewarding and great for my confidence though i hope to never run into speedo man again as that was less plaesant.
I have also written my letter of resignation to moonlight movies, it had to be done i cant stay in a low wage low hour low work load job its not going to get me anywhere. Im not working to my full potential, i dont feel acomplished or productive while im there i perfer to be worked hard and feel like im there for a reason. Its hard to say goodbye to especially as many know ive invested alot of emotion in the place maybe a little to much for those who know what im talking about. So i need to say goodbye and start again find a job that can offer me more work and money. I have thus far handed a CV in Borders but im also going to do a huge session of applying to offices and adin work a change from the retail scetion and a chance to learn some new skills would be good.
In other news im still obsessing over seishiro really reall badly i spent 3 hours last night downloading X and TB AMV's and watching them and now pretty images are running round my head. It kinds annpyong as i havent got XTV anymore as i wanted to by the official version and havent gotten round to it but at the mo im happy just re-dreading my TB mangas cause Seishiro is just too hot in them, so with any good obsession im must post many pictures as it keeps me happy and entertained to spread my love of this fine bishie.